YES I'M UPDATING YILIAN!! ((:


woke up in a bad bad bad mood.. mad man..


den went to the library.. went to the second floor to find a quiet spot. saw tt someone was looking at me. looked, i saw anyu!!! den saw ailing & shiping. 2gether wif her 2/2 frens. ((:


den went up to 4th floor. den we chatted and talked non-stop.. saying where shuld we go on my birthday.. actually, its nt my birthday.. its both my sis & my birthday. =) .. den talking hu shuld we invite. den blah blah..


dad go & reformat the whole computer. AHHHH!! all my folders! all my pictures! all gone. shit man..


ytd.. played maple. saw he was online.. i den wrote to all my buddy.. "(his name) ONLINE!!!!" and the best thing is.. i keep repeating. suddenly, i realised.. HE CAN SEE THE MSG!!! omg.. i'm damn paiseh.. shit man..


anyways..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMI! LOVE YA LOADS! =D

went to a place. which i've forgotten. LOL


after my dad illegal park his car, i looked at the road there.. den i saw mrs yeo!!! hahaha!! den i shouted, "HELLO MRS YEO!!" den she looked at me, in a shocked way..


den i waved at her. den she waved back & said, "you all going for dinner arh??" HAHAHAHA!


soo qiao. ((:


stupid lmao.. came to post bout this. =X


now i noe.. mummy and daddy ain happy over my results.. PLS LAH! my chinese from 38 jumped to 73 leh.. no even a gd job nor gd work heard from you guys..


i'm disappointed.. )=

love my sister loads.

thnks sis! =D

thnks for the mesos & the clothes. ((:

got back our report bks today.. i kept smiling throughout when i was reading the comments. (:


my results.. again. overalls;
EL: 59, grade 5
MT: 59, grade 5
MATHS: 73, grade 2
SCI: 62, grade 4
HIST: 58, grade 5
LIT: 61, grade 4
HM ECONS: 65, grade 3
CME: B


OMG! i cant believe my literature gt higher den my history!! AHHH!! & the best thing is.. i've chosen history as one of my subjects already.. OMG! my biggest mistake of my life..


& the comments tt yip han has given me..

Joyce has been consistently hardworking and committed to continous improvement. She demonstrate a kind nature and is sensitive to the feeling of others. She sees situations in a positive light and is able to handle setbacks.


HAHAHA!! funny ain it??


total marks: 612/1000 ( lousy! )
percentage: 61%
conduct: GOOD
class position: 8/38
level position: 19/76
=D

had the 5 mins of fame. OMG! made me laugh like siao when 2/7 is performing.. esp when ismail, nazrul & syafiq are performing. after the performance.. it made me feel,

I DUN WANNA GO TO 3/6! I WANNA STAY IN 3/7!! I DUN WANNA MIX CLASS WIF 2/6!! I WANNA BE IN 2/7 FOREVER!!


geez.. i sound like a baby.. =S


dunno if dad's gonna skin me alive. but i sure know 1 thing, my dad is gonna scold my sis like hell, and my mum is gonna nag & nag non-stop at my sis.. get ready a piece of ear-plugs! ((:


I'M GONNA MISS 2/7 LOADS! xD


good day..


her1, her2.. PLS LAH.. dun act as if ppl owe you something. and besides, i dun owe you anything, it was you who owe me loads of things.

goodness.


went to see his profile. OMG.. there was like a cold war outbreak. his ex went to scold him in her profile. his fren went to tell him. GOSH..


but he did nothing.

now i know.. there's a soft side in him. ((:

her1, her2, her3 & her4


her1 & her2, a BIG nono.

her3 & her4, a BIG yesyes.


her1 & her2. OH PLEASE, dont show me your, "unseperatable relationship" to me, *pukes*


her3 & her4. I LOVE YOU GUYS!


her1 & her2, those incorrigible discriminators.. go spread ur love of you two somewhere else..

currently in the sch com's lab.


AHHHH!! the t'cher's name is JAMES WEE KIAN SENG!!!!

hahahaha!! gt 1 time, he came & off our coms.. LOL!


tt business class thinggy is sooo BORING!
i'm dying soon..
sooo BORING!!

i'm so scared.

on friday.. my doom's day.

watch me die on friday.

i'm gonna flunk everything, every paper, every section.

grrrr.. i'm pissed off.

yes i am. (:

both my class ranking & my lvl ranking are devastating..
my class rank, 8 outta 37 ppl i think..
my lvl ranking, 19 outta 70+ ppl i think..

AHHH!! lousy!!
y am i even born so dumb anyways??

i'm having sores & aches today when i awoke.. all bcuz of ytd's caption's ball inter-class games.. todae oso have tt game. GOSH! i'm gonna turn in early.. i cant even walk properly.. looked so ugly. =S


i sew & made a shirt & a skirt ytd during guides! sooo fun!!
hahahahaha!!
shakila, my guides junior & a bunch of dem told me tt dey went to sentosa wif him on last sat. wow.. dey knew him. i'm jealous.. =)


LOUSY!! MY LOUSY RANKING!! at least improved by 4 positions.. mid-yr gt rank num 12. nw 8.. well~ at least i'm happy. *pats on back* i dun wanna care wad my parents feel.. i feel tt i've done well enough for this end-yr. ((:


good day..

my EOYE results are much much much better den the overalls.


moring.. had a spotcheck. stupid sia.. my fingnails were NOT even LONG lor.. den tt stupid yip han go sae.. "stand up stand up!!" i kept saying no no no!! in the end.. stood up infront of the whole assembly area. OMG! i'm damn paiseh sia.. stupid yip han.. saw tt siti was oso standing up. den i kept asking yip han whether i could sit down. MAN!! he is sooo.. sooo.. soooo.. haiz. den looked at him. told us to sit down.. FINALLY!


chinese period le.. ong han guan talked craps. den ltr gave us our chinese paper 2. i was soo scared cuz i nv did really passed chinese b4 in my life. used to be my best subject in pri sch. haha.. hu cares now?? okay.. saw the paper. OMG! i've scored 53/70!!! weeee~!!! tts the highest marks i've ever gotten in my life!! weeee~!!! den my paper 1.. scored 51/70 for compo & letter writing.. total is 104/140.. WOAH!! at least i nv fail rite?? hahaha!! den ong han guan told us the total marks for the EOYE chinese.. i've scored 73/100!!! woah.. tts going into my bk of records. ((: but my overalls for chinese was 59/100.. oh wells~ at least not a c6. ^^


den english. hmmm.. din actually sae the papers. but i went over to vanessa lim. saw the whole class's marks. saw my oral. gt 14.. i knew terrence would be stingy for the first one who took the oral first. oh wells~ saw my marks was 62.5/100~ weee!! b4! den ranking num 6th..


after tt.. vanessa lim gave us the overalls for eng. everyone rushed out of the classroom to check their marks. i stayed in there & chatted wif sharon. den marina came and told me i'm in ranking num 2nd!! rushed outta the classroom. omg~ 59/100. den my position was 2nd!!! YAYS!! omg. i'm damn happy about it. some bunch of dem failed. and divina was in there.. she told us tt she onli passed mother tongue & sci. NOOOO!! i dun wan naidu to retain!! NONONONONO!!


according to someone.. i'm going to 3/6 nxt yr.. and taking A maths~ YAYS! my dream! xD


my overalls:
English: 59/10, c5
Chinese: 59/100, c5
Maths: 73/100, a2
Express maths: 53.5/100, c6
Science: 62/100, b4
Literature: 53.5/100, c6
History: 58/100, c5

WOW. both my languages scored 59.. cool..


good day..

was it him or was it just my imagination??
i hope it really is him. ((:

still upset bout my overalls for maths.. left 2 more stinking marks to a1.. omg.. 73/100.. a2. NOOO!! 2 more marks. i'm dead. i failed to fulfill daddy's hopes for me. oh wells.. he did request either an a2 or an a1. i've scored a1 for the EOYE maths. scored a2 for the overalls.. i shuld be happy rite?? yeap!

and my literature.. actually wanted to choose literature instead of history cuz out of 4 tests over the yr, i've only passed 1 test. so actually wanted to choose lit.. but now.. my lit gt 53.5/100.. my hopes have died. i'm gonna choose history!! weee~ i'm surprised. only 17 outta 37 ppl passed hist. and i've passed! i tot i'm gonna fail hist. (:

i wish i'll get either a c5 or b4 for both my languages. i dont wan another c6 anymore. have 2 c6 already.. cant afford to have another 1. *prays hard*

good day..

still cant believe tt Y knows about it.

i'm damn shocked..


my feelings towards the hse is so awkward. everything~


mum & dad won 4D.. LOL. too bad dey din bet wif huge sums of $$.. or else i'll pester dem to buy me great stuffs that i've owaes wanted!!! too bad.. at least dey won a few hundred $$.. =D


everyday.. learning what has happened.. tt incident
COOL!

GOSH! everything is like coming to me now..


just nw chatted wif someone from his class.. yeah. the truth, dey did called my name.. GOSH!!! den told me if i ahd a twin sis. omg.. how on earth does he noe tt?!?! asked him.. apparently.. it was tt guy hu told him.. lets name him, "Y".. Y told him.. omg. who would have known??


yes.. he knew tt i liked him. wonder hu was tt person. if i've known, i'll diao him/her. ((:


everything single thing in my hse has just been shifted & moved. seems weird to me.. just nt getting used to it. ^^


good day..

YES! today's the most hapiest day of my life!!! yesyesyes!!! okay.. i'm the crazy one.. ((:


took back express maths first. joelle and lydiana insisted on waiting for kerk to come. oh wells, waited wif dem.. i'm damn worried. i just wanna pass E maths mah. den kerk said, "JOYCE!". walked deadly to kerk. took the paper.. immdiately looked at it. OH MY GOSH!! 27 and a half over 50. YAYS! i smiled & smiled. i laughed till i cried. seriously.. i cried. i'm damn happie bout it. GOSH! ltr is sci le..


ng called by index. okay. got 61/100.. okay.. a b4. quite alright through. cuz gt a 6 infront mah. ^^


went for p.e.. just went thru some nyaa stuffs. den ltr have to giv peter lim check.. den i went there cuz its my turn le.. den peter said this to me.. "ah joyce ah.. nxt wk is my grandmother's 90th birthday. you go there sing a song for her arh.." it was hilarious! he sae wanna make his granmother laugh.. wahahahaha!!


ltr is eng le. onli take back the compre nia.. gt erm.. erm.. 42 and a half over 80.. quite alright lah.. cuz loads of ppl gt 30+ de mah. =))


den png came. gave us our history papers back.. i looked and squeezed my way thru the huge crowd.. find index num 4 find index num 4. ahhh!! i've scored 65/100!! YAYS! second time in my life i've passed history!! YIPEE!! my mcq gt 17/20. ((:


after recess was maths!! AHHH!! die die die. okay.. yip han counted my marks wrong!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!! den gt 79/100.. AHHH!! 1 MORE STINKING MARK TO 80!! nvm.. at least gt a A1. =D


ltr saharah came. i've gt 21 and a half. the top was 23. okay lah.. nt too far frm the top scorer. hahahaha!!!


ltr gt CME.. aiya. did veri badly. hav no moral.. LOL. =X


okay. after sch.. walked past the bball court.. looked at the void deck there. GOSH! his classmates were there! suddenly.. a grp like shouted, "JOYCE! JOYCE!" den started waving across.. i was like real shocked.. dunno how to react. so, looked at the ground, looked again. shouted joyce again. waved again. GOSH! dey can see me frm afar. wahahahaha!!!


seriously.. i cant stop smiling nor laughing nor talking bout it after tt. blah blah blah..


i'm gonna choose history instead of literature nw. my lit sucks. take history wif me 2/7!!! xD haven decided on those 4 sub. soon..
^_______^


and my maths overalls. hahaha!! scored 73. AHHH!! from A1 dropped to A2!!! GOSH! gt ranking num 6th. shared wif wen chao.. dun think anyhow arh.. hahahaha!!! i wanna get into A maths! =D


my results for EOYE..
Express maths: 53/100, C6
Science: 61/100, B4
Maths: 79/100, A1
Literature: 53.5/100, C6
English: ??
Chinese: ??
History: 65/100, B3
CME: =X



good day..

GOSH! its 2303 & i still havent chose my subjects for sec 3. i'm gonna choose literature. and i have to choose btw FNN, D&T or geog. never in my life i'll take art. yeah.. some personal reason. (:

i feel so terrible now. my stomach hurts as if someone is tearing it out. i have been having headaches for 5 days straight. i feel so terrible..

was it a sign to say that i did badly for my EOYE?? the results are out tmr.. taking back express maths, science, english and maths. i'm so scared bout my express maths.. i just wanna pass it.. thats all.. i wanna get a A1 for my maths. i wanna get at least a A2 or A3 for my science and get at least a A3 for my english papers.

i feel sick. i dun wanna go to sch tmr. i dun feel gd. i cant eat anything. i can think straight. & i just ain doing anything right. wads wrong wif me??

looking back at this past year, i've suffered alot. his problem.. studies problem.. my missing handphone problem. i'm surprised that i've sufferd so much and have survived. but there's 1 more obstacle to cross, and that is to make my dad proud of my EOYE. i just wanna make him happy.. for once in his life.

i still dont know wad subjects to choose from. my brain is bursting. some of my fren sae take history.. but my history sucks big time. i keep failing. so i decided to take literature. but my dad saes that my eng have to be veri veri strong. den oso, have to choose between geography, d&t, fnn and art. i dun like art, so i'm not gonna take tt sub. geog.. i'll think abt it. i nv fail geog b4 in my life. d&t.. my dad learns engineering, so he can teach us. fnn.. according to sam, too mani project works.. i dunno wad to choose from. still, i have to hand in tt form tmr.. my life..

my doom's day is tmr..


first period for me is EXPRESS MATHS.. i'm gonna die of depression. i'm gonna fail. i cant get into A maths, i cant take option A.. AHHHH!!! i'm gonna commit suicide soon.


i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths i wanna pass express maths, ohh yes i do. (:


i'm so sick wif 1 person. PUIPUIPUIPUIPUIPUI. tt person has only 10 testimonals. *winks at sammi* know hu rite?? wahahahaha.. OH PLS. SAYING URSELF CUTE?? o.O


yes!! i'm gonna have 2 internet connections today! just tt my dad haven bought the wires. yeah.. cuz my mum took the car.. hahahaha!!! i'm gonna play maple wif my sis! no need to exchange turns le. YIPEE!!! xD

had eng orals today.. it wasnt tt bad i suppose, just gave me a fright today..


changed of venue, went to 3/6 to take orals instead. okay.. havent started orals, joelle said to me, "wheres ur badge??" looked to my collar. OH MY GOSH! where is it?!?! *panicks* den there came my guiding star.. DIVINA!!! omg~ she accompanied me to the office. den when we wanna go in, saw teo there, shocked us. den ltr wait for awhile.. den ltr look again. GOSH! mrs yip was there!! AHHHH!!! okay.. nvm nvm. just dress like a nerd den ke yi liao. (: den went in, tt stupid lady standing there was talking & talking on the fone. we got fed up, cuz its almost 0800, time for orals. no time to waste, ran up to 3/6. my lucky star lent me her sticker. thx naidu!! love ya! =D .. den terrance came. she said, "okay. first 2 come out! JOYCE & GRACE!!!" took a chair each & went out. den she told me to read & read. den she kept pulling the table further & further away from me. den i dunno tt if i shuld move anot. okay, den i moved. den she pull it even further. GRRRRR!!! fed up! dun wanna move anymore. okay.. but in the end moved abit. LOL! den read read.


this were the qus she asked me. "wad was the boy wearing the stripes t-shirt thinking?" i was looking elsewhere, nv see where she was pointing. den worse still, there was 2 boys wearing a strip shirt in the pic. OMG! which boy?!?! just pick anyhow. LOL. den i said, "he must have thought was had happened to make the clothes fall." den she asked, "anymore??" i kept thinking & thinking.. i wanted to say, those clothers dropped from the sky! hahahahaha!!! LMAO. okay.. the conversation part..


first 1, "any incident tt you have seen??" told her some things.. real life okay?? hahaha.. den she asked me was i at the scene. i said no. she told me to say another 1. okay.. told her another 1, this time i was at the scene. LOL. second qus.. "any disagreements you have had wif ur parents?? or any quarrels??" talk talk talk.. wasnt as bad i suppose. den finished le. told me to call sharon out. den i heard terrance said to my sis, "grace ah! wad r u waiting for?? chrismas issit??" HAHAHAHA. laughed on my way out..


on my way to the canteen to wait for the rest of double ANE, saw ushaa. she had finished her orals too. okay.. saw yip han at the canteen wif gary. LOL. den ran over to asked him bout our results. he said, "giv me $10 first" hahahahahahaha!!!!! den he told us to follow him to the staff room. den in the lift, heard yip & gary talk in a different language. heard he gt sae, "joyce & grace".. T.T .. den yip told us to wait outside. den he took out 3 papers. mine, jie & ushaa's. den saw my marks. OMG. 39/50 for paper 1!!!! AHHHHH.. 1 more fricking mark to 40. grrrr.. den my sis gt 46/50.. gd lah! happy lah! zzzz.. nvm nvm. well, ushaa failed hers. gt 22/50.. awwww.. 3 more marks. jia you ushaa!! paper can pull u up! hahaha.


went back.. waited for the others. yeah.. omg. den shakila told me, "HEY! *his name* behind you leh!" i turned back. bluff me shakila!!! hahahaha.. den looked infront. OMG. speaking of the devil.. he's there. goodness.. den i somemore facing dem lor.. grahhh!!! took the paper, hide my face. shakila go make it worse. she shouted his name loudy, den said hi to him. goodness me. LOL!!!


omg. my post is sooo long. wrote so much. oh wells.. bye peeps! love double ANE.


2 & 2, we're even. (:


good day..

had eng orals today.. it wasnt tt bad i suppose, just gave me a fright today..


changed of venue, went to 3/6 to take orals instead. okay.. havent started orals, joelle said to me, "wheres ur badge??" looked to my collar. OH MY GOSH! where is it?!?! *panicks* den there came my guiding star.. DIVINA!!! omg~ she accompanied me to the office. den when we wanna go in, saw teo there, shocked us. den ltr wait for awhile.. den ltr look again. GOSH! mrs yip was there!! AHHHH!!! okay.. nvm nvm. just dress like a nerd den ke yi liao. (: den went in, tt stupid lady standing there was talking & talking on the fone. we got fed up, cuz its almost 0800, time for orals. no time to waste, ran up to 3/6. my lucky star lent me her sticker. thx naidu!! love ya! =D .. den terrance came. she said, "okay. first 2 come out! JOYCE & GRACE!!!" took a chair each & went out. den she told me to read & read. den she kept pulling the table further & further away from me. den i dunno tt if i shuld move anot. okay, den i moved. den she pull it even further. GRRRRR!!! fed up! dun wanna move anymore. okay.. but in the end moved abit. LOL! den read read.


this were the qus she asked me. "wad was the boy wearing the stripes t-shirt thinking?" i was looking elsewhere, nv see where she was pointing. den worse still, there was 2 boys wearing a strip shirt in the pic. OMG! which boy?!?! just pick anyhow. LOL. den i said, "he must have thought was had happened to make the clothes fall." den she asked, "anymore??" i kept thinking & thinking.. i wanted to say, those clothers dropped from the sky! hahahahaha!!! LMAO. okay.. the conversation part..


first 1, "any incident tt you have seen??" told her some things.. real life okay?? hahaha.. den she asked me was i at the scene. i said no. she told me to say another 1. okay.. told her another 1, this time i was at the scene. LOL. second qus.. "any disagreements you have had wif ur parents?? or any quarrels??" talk talk talk.. wasnt as bad i suppose. den finished le. told me to call sharon out. den i heard terrance said to my sis, "grace ah! wad r u waiting for?? chrismas issit??" HAHAHAHA. laughed on my way out..


on my way to the canteen to wait for the rest of double ANE, saw ushaa. she had finished her orals too. okay.. saw yip han at the canteen wif gary. LOL. den ran over to asked him bout our results. he said, "giv me $10 first" hahahahahahaha!!!!! den he told us to follow him to the staff room. den in the lift, heard yip & gary talk in a different language. heard he gt sae, "joyce & grace".. T.T .. den yip told us to wait outside. den he took out 3 papers. mine, jie & ushaa's. den saw my marks. OMG. 39/50 for paper 1!!!! AHHHHH.. 1 more fricking mark to 40. grrrr.. den my sis gt 46/50.. gd lah! happy lah! zzzz.. nvm nvm. well, ushaa failed hers. gt 22/50.. awwww.. 3 more marks. jia you ushaa!! paper can pull u up! hahaha.


went back.. waited for the others. yeah.. omg. den shakila told me, "HEY! *his name* behind you leh!" i turned back. bluff me shakila!!! hahahaha.. den looked infront. OMG. speaking of the devil.. he's there. goodness.. den i somemore facing dem lor.. grahhh!!! took the paper, hide my face. shakila go make it worse. she shouted his name loudy, den said hi to him. goodness me. LOL!!!


omg. my post is sooo long. wrote so much. oh wells.. bye peeps! love double ANE.


2 & 2, we're even. (:


good day..